I'll tell you in the comments...
Though you don't see me much, I am lurking, though I am not commenting much or posting. I've been put in charge of social media at work, which sort of sucks the joy out of doing it personally. So, while I am reading, I am not interacting very much. Things are a bit stressful right now and I am trying to find my balance, but I feel terrible for not being a better friend and missing birthdays and big deals. I am so sorry.
Even when you don't see me, I am thinking of you. I hope you're well and happy. I am keeping you all in my prayers.